Yes it’s true my husband is a man of little words... sometimes a man of barely any words lol! But I have always said when he does say something it is very thought out and worth hearing! And tonight he proved that once again. I have felt that no one has understood me most of my life and still today at 37 years old there are many days I feel very alone in this world. A lot of it is stress I put on myself, some of it is related to actual things I have been through and most of it is my need to please others constantly. The last few weeks have been extremely rough on me if I am being truly honest. I have let fear and anxiety take over completely and in turn I have taken it out on the ones I love most... my family. I woke up this morning with a tugging on my heart to regroup. I instantly turned to my faith as I have so many times before. I read, listened and breathed the scripture today and I want to continue doing that daily. It is the only thing that has ever eased my anxiety and the only way I know to relax a little bit. So tonight as I went to wash my face because my red, burning and raw skin around my eyes from crying could not take it anymore I walked up to this!!!! And as I read the page long hand written note I began to cry again. My heart needed the words that were written more than I even knew it needed them. Nothing else needed to be said as I walked back into the living room to hug him. The note said it all and my hug thanked him silently! And yes the words he wrote should be things I should know without them having to be said; but it sure does feel good to read them!!
“Hers is an
old fashioned heart
that holds
timeless love.
She’s a three page
love letter
in a world of
relationship status updates.”
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