I can remember as a little girl being so giddy and excited about date night with my Daddy. It was always a big event! The anticipation was beyond exciting. If you know my Daddy then you know nothing is ever.... and I mean ever on a small scale it is always above and beyond. Well date night never fell short of that either. I can remember picking my favorite dress to wear and wanting to be the prettiest girl in the room. Little did I know at the time that it didn’t matter what I wore because regardless I was always going to be his number one. Crazy thing is at 37 years old that theory still stands true! But it also means I will take a step back to let my daughter be his date these days. June 7, 2018 will go down in the books as the first time in history that Sarah O’Meara Bergeron allowed another girl to be John O’s date! And if I’m being honest I would do it again every single day for the rest of my life to watch what I witnessed tonight. It began with about 2 weeks of talking about Leighton’s first date night with her Pepa that would consist of him picking her up (and her only) and taking her to her Mom’s favorite restaurant when she was a little girl. That restaurant if you are wondering is “Ruth Chris” oops yes I’m sorry I have expensive taste lol. But in my defense I didn't find it on my own, it is all because it was the exact place I had my very first date night with John O “my Daddy” many years ago! I knew my dad was in trouble the moment I walked into the restaurant because I felt it was where I belonged; I was in my element lol. The waiters catered to me, the service was on point and the steak came out sizzling.... which may I add is a sound I will never forget! If you ask my parents how I acted after my first date night at Ruth Chris’s they will laugh and tell you how I bragged to anyone and everyone that would listen that I ate the entire picture on the billboard! Lol years ago and still today the one billboard displayed for Ruth Chris’s Steakhouse was a single picture of a mouthwatering Filet Mignon!!!! Yes it may sound crazy for a young girl to be mesmerized by that but I was lol. So this Easter when my own daughter; Leighton, asked for steak from the Easter Bunny instead of candy I think maybe a dad knew it was time for her to experience date night for herself. So tonight her Pepa arrived in a suit to pick her up for their very first date night. Leighton acted shy; which shocked me at first, but then left excited in her blue dress that she insisted on wearing because blue is Pepa’s favorite color. I loved getting pictures through the night and seeing the smiles on both of their faces! I can’t help but giggle thinking of how high he is setting the standards for the men who come into her life years from now, just as he did for me lol. The emotions are very hard to describe as I see my little girl getting to experience these special moments with her Pepa; my Daddy, the best way to explain is it my heart is smiling beyond control. Although she was very tight lipped about the night; she gets that from her own Dad lol, she did tell me that the next date was already planned and that it would be with spaghetti! Honestly that is all I needed to hear because if she is already planning date #2 then she must of loved date #1! One day she will realize how special tonight was and when she does I hope she understands in that moment why Mommy had tears running down her face. You can’t get these moments back, you can’t replay them, sometimes they only happen once and sometimes we are blessed to get them to happen again! She is way to young to comprehend that but that is why I am here to document them so that one day she can look back and know they occurred and know that she was beyond lucky to experience them! I never doubted my Dad would be anything less than an amazing Grandparent, but I must admit I didn’t realize how amazing he truly was until I got to see him repeat the love he has always given to me with my kids. To give that love once is a gift but to give it twice is a blessing! We love you Pepa!!!!
Each day is a blessing yet a struggle as I learn to live as a grieving mother and a mother I want my other children to love! Braxton our first born son changed our lives and taught us so much. He also paved the way for his following siblings to dodge the curse of our DNA. We have had to find a different way to make our dreams of a family a reality. So Good Play DNA you thought you had us but we showed you that only God is in charge when it comes to miracles.
Thursday, June 7, 2018
Wednesday, June 6, 2018
That’s A Wrap
That’s a wrap for Leighton’s first year of dancing! I think I told her 100 times how proud I was of her. Every so often throughout the year she would tell me she was scared of the big stage and didn’t want to do it. Each time we tried to explain to her that it was ok to be scared sometimes, because new things are scary but we learn from them. Well let me just tell you she didn’t look one bit scared up there on that big stage shaking her little booty!!!!! And tonight as we snuggled I told her again that I was very proud of her. Laying there in the dark I heard her little voice say “ Mommy you are proud of me cause I tried new things right?” Wow just wow is all I could think because today at 37 years old I took a step in a new direction career wise and I am scared just like she was. But tonight I saw full circle that she hears me and watches everything.
“Yes baby girl you are so right I am very proud of you for trying new things!”
Tuesday, June 5, 2018
Monday, June 4, 2018
Dance Revue Eve
Can’t believe this night is finally here... the night before Leighton’s first Dance Revue!!!!! To say we are all excited is an understatement. Not only is this something I have always dreamed of, but it is also something I prayed to share with a child of mine. To share in their joy of loving something and being with them to experience it along the way. My emotions are a notch above overdrive, but it is worth it! This tune would not even be possible without my Mom; Maw Maw, who week after week drove her to dancing class. Due to the beginner class being at 4:30 PM without Maw Maw we would of had to wait till she was older to sign up. Once again my amazing Mom stepped in, and not only offered but viewed it as just another experience she could share with Leighton! I wouldn’t want it any other way either I must admit. Today seeing here have the time of her life on the big stage, with a smile bigger than ever and by the side of my little sister Brooke my heart was exploding with pride. So as I try and get her costumes and things together tonight I keep having to stop the tears lol. I know it’s silly I just can’t help it! I was beyond worried about my shy little girl when the dance year started and a little scared as it was the first time I had ever dropped her off anywhere except daycare or to anyone other than family. As the year progressed I grew as a Mother allowing her child to experience new things and I watched Leighton blossom and try something new that she loved. Today as my Mom and I braced ourselves for the possibility of her being scared or unsure of the big stage she simply let go of my hand and raced to her teacher and friends to line up. I had to step aside and make sure I was ok more than I had to console her; which was the complete opposite of what I expected to happen lol. I was beyond proud of her and proud of myself too after I pulled myself together lol. Tomorrow will be the big day and I can not wait to watch my little girl shine!!!!!
Sunday, June 3, 2018
Good Ole Sundays
Nothing beats staying in your pjs all day long and being together! It’s been one of those great weekends even though we didn’t have a bunch of plans we sure stayed busy and loved every minute of it. I have learned once again no matter how late my kids stay up playing they still wake up early lol. And that is especially true for Jean Paul goodness gracious!!!!! But then again he hasn’t required much sleep since the day he was born so why would I think that would change now lol! I also learned I am day by day going crazy little by little. I mean not majorly crazy just losing my mind here and there lol. But then again I have been borderline crazy all my life too. This weekend it was pointed out when a neighbor had to walk over and inform me my car was still running while it was parked on the road in front of our house. And to make things better we were in the front yard watching the kids swim and play in the hose just staring at my car lol. Oops I had been home for about an hour at that time. So you see just losing it little by little lol!!!! Ended the weekend with popcorn and a movie and extra snuggles which is the perfect way to close out a great weekend!!!
Saturday, June 2, 2018
Sweet Summertime
Well I’d say we started our first official summer weekend just right! Last night we warmed up with a fun neighbors crawfish boil and today we had a bowling party with friends, Maw Maw & Papa time and an evening filled with pool time and dinner with amazing friends! My kids are exhausted and I must admit that I am too lol. But making memories is so worth it. Nothing beats time with my kids and today I got just that! I am laying here as I say my nightly prayers and literally I have tears in my eyes because I am so thankful. I hope one day my kids can say we may not have had everything everyone else had, but man did we have it all as a family!!!!!
Friday, June 1, 2018
Last Boil Of The Season
Finally in bed, but can’t complain when you get to have a spur of the moment Crawfish Boil with your neighbors!!!! Kids should sleep in late after playing so hard all afternoon and evening. Who says hard days can’t get better with a little help from your friends!
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