Sunday, July 8, 2018

His Love Is Far Bigger Than We Know

The sweetest little hands reaching over as a read tonight!  If only she knew how much she has healed my heart.  Even though I get lost in the stresses of the day to day world she can always remind me with just one sweet look.......that God always provides!!!!

Learning from the book of John:
“Do you ever feel that your life is too complex for God to understand?  Remember, God created the entire universe, and nothing is too great for him.  God created you, and his love is bigger than any problem you may face.”


Saturday, July 7, 2018

First Sleepover

i can’t believe tonight my little girl finally got one of her biggest wishes.... for Vivi to sleepover!!!
She has been begging to have this and had it even planned out to the tee lol!  So after we all ate and they were ready to load up and head home I think she was a little surprised when I said yes she could ask Vivi to stay!  And so the fun begins lol!  Crazy thing is that her very first sleepover is with my best friend since childhoods daughter; and even better one of my Godchildren!  It sure is funny seeing the world revolve.... WOW it seems like yesterday we were their age playing all day and night.  I hope they always are there for each other the way we still are today; because true friends are hard to come by.  I am so blessed to watch these little girls grow, but I must admit I’m scared to blink.  Soon enough they will be young ladies.  So as I bathed them tonight I tried to capture their laughter in my memory, so I can tell them years from now how happy it made my heart!

There’s something about
childhood friends
that you just
can’t replace!





Friday, July 6, 2018

Smoothies And Smiles

It never fails even on the days I can’t seem to see beyond the stress these babies make me smile.  Not only were they excited to see me after my first late night working in over 15 years ( so the first night ever in their little lives lol)!!!!  But they were ready to drink smoothies and do puzzles with mommy too!  I am trying to stay positive with all the change going on for our family so that they don’t feel my anxiety and worry.  Each day is a new step for us and I pray they see that one day.... that Mommy did everything she could for them.  With their sweet smiles tonight and the amazing signs my precious Braxton sent me today I think I’m doing ok!  Yes I feel like I’m big mess lately, but I have to remember to God I am a masterpiece!  

You cannot control what happens to you,
but you can control your attitude toward what happens to you.
And in that,
you will be mastering change
rather than allowing it to master you!



Thursday, July 5, 2018

Round Two Of Germs


Round 2 of germs and yuck have found us.  My poor little girl just can’t seem to catch a break lately.  This morning after I accused her of not being sick; but just a kid who didn’t want to go to school, 
she ends up having a fever.  Guilty as charged of course I called Maw Maw right away and secured her a bed and place on her couch for the day!  Enough is enough we are ready for this to be the end of  sick time at the Bergeron’s!!!!

Monday, July 2, 2018

No Pants Monday

So Jean Paul is 2 years old, which basically means every other word is NO!!!   So today if I was frazzled or running late please excuse me it’s because my son was refusing to wear pants to school.  After calmly telling him for the 100th time that he had to wear pants to school he looked at me  and said “I can’t!”  As mad as I was I busted out laughing.  So instead of losing it I snapped this pic of him looking all suave and relaxed.  He wasn’t even whining he was just straight forward and to the point..... and that point was Mom it ain’t happening today lady.  LOL

( and yes pants were warn to school today it just took a little inventive tactics from Mom )


Sunday, July 1, 2018

Only Real Girls Fish

I can remember sitting exactly where she is.  Call me crazy but I was that little girl that wanted to be the first one in the boat and then the first one cleaning the fish after they were caught.  And if there was none to clean I wanted to keep fishing to be the one that caught them.  As a child I loved..... well more than loved I literally waited all year for summertime to get to go to my Granny & Paw Paw Bill’s camp.  Nothing big but beyond perfect for what I wanted.  And what I wanted was to fish.  Little did I know I was getting way more than that; I was getting time I could never replace.   I still don’t know how my Granny managed it, but every single time we woke to fish she had piping hot homemade biscuits ready for us.  And I am not exaggerating they were never the kind from a can, they were the real homemade deal!  And for me they always were in a cornbread pan and cut in triangles with the butter placed between the cuts at the exact time it needed to be in order for it to not only melt, but for it to be absorbed in both sides to equal perfection!!!!  And it never failed she got it right each time; yet if you woke up a little bit late you didn’t have to worry because she had it wrapped in a paper towel for you to take on the boat lol.  Sorry to rattle on but all of these memories come back strongly just from these pics of Leighton watching her Daddy clean these fish.  I will never forget the time my Paw Paw Bill took me out fishing all day and when we got back to the camp I was prouder than ever to show off what we had caught.  And as I bragged about my fish he said “Well let’s get to cleaning them.”  Ummmmmm???? And that’s when he calmly and slowly ( cause that is his way) explained to me that I am nothing with a net of fish unless I can catch and clean them!!!  So that’s what we did.... he taught me and I cleaned!!!!!  Fast forward to 15 plus years later...... I finally convinced Brent (my fiancĂ© at the time) to take me fishing.  As we sat on the boat just him and I he asked me “so you bored yet?”  I can remember thinking this fool must be joking?  We had only been there for maybe an hour.  As time passed he started asking me if I had brought any magazines?  What?  Come to find out he didn’t think I would last an hour fishing much less a day!  Pahaaaaa this dude had no clue who he had in his boat that day.  I didn’t just out fish him, but I baited my own hook, took all the fish I caught off the hook and was driven more than he thought to catch more fish than him!!!!  Not only had my Paw Paw taught me to clean the fish I caught..... he had taught me every single thing I needed to know in order to get to the cleaning process.  And he had taught me so much more.  He taught me that:
There is no such thing as the early bird, but there are women willing to roll out of bed just to be in the boat with you.
There are girls out there who understand the importance of boat etiquette silence, but won’t follow the rules for just anyone.
There are reasons only some of us are made to bait our own hooks, but don’t understand why you would consider one who couldn’t.
There is something to be said about a girl who can spend a day on the water with you, but can’t understand why guys never seem to think they are worthy.
There is nothing better than a little girl on a boat with her fishing pole, but before you blink those days are memories!!!!
 Thank you Paw Paw Bill for making so many memories with me.  Memories I don’t even know if you realize you made.  I have always loved fishing with you, but until today when I saw my own daughter watching and asking so many questions didnt realize how very special those memories were!!!