You Are

As I visited you today; my sweet boy, I found myself apologizing.  I feel so lost lately and never want you to be ashamed of me.  Please know Mommy is trying so hard to hold it all together!  But as I sat there in the cemetery staring at your picture...

I couldn’t help but admit that:

When I am lost, 

you always seem to be my direction.

When I am tired,

you are my energy.

When I am feeling my weakest,

you are my strength. 

When I am scared,

you are my comfort.

When I am sad,

you are my smile.

When I am at the point of giving up,

you are my drive.

When I am anxious,

you are my calm.

When I am speechless,

you are my words.

When I make it through another day,
you are my reason.
When I am asked who my hero is,
you are My Son.
When I feel completely empty,
you are my Everything!!!